Someday, Today

Finding meaning in all of life's adventures


  • Echoes of Survival

    I wake up gasping for air because I forgot how to breath. I go through the day hand clasped over my chest trying to slow it’s beat. Tears stain my cheeks as I smile through the agony, Longing to be held longing to let go. My thoughts are haunted with pain from the past. Everywhere… Continue reading

  • Shadowscapes

    I head to bed as the days’ light still flows through the windowIs it the depression setting in again? Distracted by other people’s livesForgetting to live mine Stuck in a never ending loopWasting away what should be the best years of my youthI want to break this cycleRun away and start somewhere new But I’m… Continue reading

  • The Wanderer

    I have traveled near and far searching for a fire to thaw what’s frozen inside I’ve been lost in bustling cities and escaped to tranquil valleys Only to feel further and further adrift Crowded streets and silents forests Seeking a touch, a glance, a whisper To fill the chasm within Countless faces and unfamiliar faces… Continue reading

  • Rise like a Phoenix

    Wilted roses and faded embersline her path on her searchfor the love that once lit a fire in her veinsbut now, only ashes and bones remain.Silence fills the air as a blinding fog wraps around herwhile ghostly shadows dance and whisper nearOf what used to be and what could’ve been.Frozen with grief and fearShe watches… Continue reading

  • Insomnia and more

    1 am and I can’t sleep again My head is racing with thoughts and conversations that never happened I toss and turn, tangled up in velvet blue Wondering if I am ever going to make it through the sleepless nights and foggy days The desperate smiles and my hopeless daze This isn’t just a season… Continue reading

  • Looking for a hero

    Knowing something is wrong with your body is hard. Knowing something is wrong and not being heard makes it even harder. Knowing something is wrong but with no clear answers is exhausting. These last few weeks I’ve been in and out of doctor offices so I can be poked and prodded to discover why my… Continue reading

  • It’s not your time…

    Once upon a time There was a young girl She was tired of fighting Tired of feeling ignored Tired of being alone. She tried and tried to be everything they wanted her to be. So she thought, what if there was no me? She sat in the chair of her vanity And looked at the… Continue reading

  • This is me trying

    My hands are shaking as I write this. Anxiety. Panic. Depression. All of which have been consuming my emotions this last month. All it took was one moment to trigger my downward spiral. It was this moment that I realized that I needed help. I started with medication, and then did the hard part. I… Continue reading

  • Depression

    I am no stranger to the darkness that lives in me. And lately it’s been growing darker and darker, doing its best to engulf me and swallow me whole. I feel it pressing down into my chest, the pain in my veins growing worse with each cry. The darkness inside of me is polluting the… Continue reading

  • The Prologue

    The walls are white, a stark difference to the grey skies outside. Death’s chill is seeping through the halls. Or maybe it’s just the draft air conditioning units causing her to shiver. Everyone knows it’s only a matter of time. There’s pacing back and forth and down the halls. Waiting. Waiting. Waiting. The nurses whisper… Continue reading

About Me

Just your normal millennial trying to make it in this world. I love going to new cities, eating new foods and meeting new people- but I usually prefer the company of my cats. I’m inviting you to come laugh, cry, travel and eat with me on the crazy ride we call adulthood.

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