Someday, Today

Finding meaning in all of life's adventures

  • Echoes of Survival

    I wake up gasping for air because I forgot how to breath. I go through the day hand clasped over my chest trying to slow it’s beat. Tears stain my cheeks as I smile through the agony, Longing to be held longing to let go. My thoughts are haunted with pain from the past. Everywhere… Continue reading

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  • What if you stayed?

    Dear Dad, It’s been 13 years.I think of all the days, months, and yearsAnd the silence that’s been left behind. I read your old messages, your written words,never quite realizing how much you hurt. You once said:“I think depression is more painful than my back pain ever was.” Reading that now,I understand that pain more… Continue reading

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  • Unperson

    I’m slipping away again,Distance grows between old friends.The world feels wrong, too cold, too small,I crave a quiet corner, to escape it all. Endless scrolling, news broadcasting lies,People starved—both bodies and minds.The noise keeps rising, intent on distractingHiding the truth that hope is dying. Ignorance is bliss—that’s what they’ve said,But how can we ignore the… Continue reading

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  • the grave sea

    old, rusted keyswashed up by the raging seasalt air fills my senses,the past becoming present. with each crashing wavea silence breaks inside.a storm begins to gather,pulling me with the tide. the sea swallows me whole.memories anchor like stone.the salt burns in my chesti inhale what’s left. i drift to the ocean floorletting the current take… Continue reading

  • January 1, 2025

    It’s barely 7:30 in the morning, and I’ve come to the beach expecting the rhythmic crash of waves. But everything is still. The tide is so low it looks like you could walk out to the horizon. The water isn’t water at all—it’s glass, perfectly smooth, reflecting the soft gray haze hanging over the beach.… Continue reading

  • Shadowscapes

    I head to bed as the days’ light still flows through the windowIs it the depression setting in again? Distracted by other people’s livesForgetting to live mine Stuck in a never ending loopWasting away what should be the best years of my youthI want to break this cycleRun away and start somewhere new But I’m… Continue reading

  • The Wanderer

    I have traveled near and far searching for a fire to thaw what’s frozen inside I’ve been lost in bustling cities and escaped to tranquil valleys Only to feel further and further adrift Crowded streets and silents forests Seeking a touch, a glance, a whisper To fill the chasm within Countless faces and unfamiliar faces… Continue reading

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  • Rise like a Phoenix

    Wilted roses and faded embersline her path on her searchfor the love that once lit a fire in her veinsbut now, only ashes and bones remain.Silence fills the air as a blinding fog wraps around herwhile ghostly shadows dance and whisper nearOf what used to be and what could’ve been.Frozen with grief and fearShe watches… Continue reading

  • Insomnia and more

    1 am and I can’t sleep again My head is racing with thoughts and conversations that never happened I toss and turn, tangled up in velvet blue Wondering if I am ever going to make it through the sleepless nights and foggy days The desperate smiles and my hopeless daze This isn’t just a season… Continue reading

  • Looking for a hero

    Knowing something is wrong with your body is hard. Knowing something is wrong and not being heard makes it even harder. Knowing something is wrong but with no clear answers is exhausting. These last few weeks I’ve been in and out of doctor offices so I can be poked and prodded to discover why my… Continue reading

About Me

Just your normal millennial trying to make it in this world. I love going to new cities, eating new foods and meeting new people- but I usually prefer the company of my cats. I’m inviting you to come laugh, cry, travel and eat with me on the crazy ride we call adulthood.

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